Open Question: do i have an oral std PLEASE HELP?
i had unprotected oral sex with a stranger and swallowed. woke up the next morning and after maybe an hour or so felt a blister forming on the right side of my top lip, like where it touches my bottom lip almost inside my mouth. then noticed a pimple like thing on the skin above my lip also on right side. as the day went on i felt a blister forming now on my bottom lip right in the spot where my top lip blister touched my bottom lip. blisters seemed to get worse throughout day and when i checked out the pimple like thing it didn’t seem like a pimple idk but when i tried to pop it it just made a dark spec of blood red and stayed that way. i put zilactin b a cold soar reliever on lips and when i took it off blisters looked bad and white, i had never felt so scared in my life. so the next day (today/2 days after oral sex) i went to planned parenthood and asked to have a doctor take a look. (the blisters weren’t as bad as the night before and i didn’t put chap stick on for a wile because i didn’t want to spread anything around my lips) when she saw my lips she said they seemed cracked, but didn’t look like herpes. she said maybe it was from friction but only looked like my lips were teared and that herpes is real ugly, also said the pimple thing just looked like a pimple. i asked a few times ‘your sure i have nothing to be worried about’ and she assured me so i said i’d be back in 3 weeks for general testing and left. but i cant help but worry, i felt those blisters forming and saw them they didn’t just look like cracks, and cracked lips doesn’t just form and spread like that. also now my throat is really bothering me too, not a sharp pain almost like a clammy feeling and its hard to swallow, and glands and tonsoles feel swollen. blisters and pimple haven’t gone away but my throat is bothering me more now, its a constant ackey feeling in like my hole throat. i am so scared and don’t know what this could be, but my body is definitely not normal or healthy right now. do you think i have herpes, or some other std maybe chlamydia or gonorrhea. or possibly im just sick i was drinking all weekend sharing cups with people made out with a few people certainly sharing germs so maybe strept with cold sores or something. what should i do i cant be tested for 3 weeks and didnt get to tell dr about throat because it hadnt been bothering me yet. is it ok to leave my body like this for 3 weeks, and if im sick and i leave it like this for weeks that could be bad too.
i rarely have sex but have been stupid like this a few times in the past, had unprotected sex with 2 strangers and with 2 people i know but dont really know where they’ve been. i almost got tested once but was scared and just forgot about it, but this incident has given me a huge reality check, ive always been careless but now suddenly im absolutley fucking terrified. i feel completley miserable ive spent the past two days thinking about this constantly and feeling like i want to die, im absolutley sick to my stomache and can’t even breathe right. none of that is really important to the question but just someone PLEASE help me i cant take it anymore i cannot deal with this alone im so so scared




























April 29th, 2010 at 7:52 pm
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